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Sunday, September 24, 2006

I just wanna cry it all out.
Please lord help me to go on loving her.

i made clear [ 8:07 AM ]

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

I feel like i'm having a thomas crown affair. Yes its just so what the fuck. Its degrading and complete disreguard for me at all. The imcompetance is killing every bit of my creativity. Completely off the charts i swear. My estaticness is just crazy nuts. I wish that bam! Someone will be sent to love and protect me. Like i always say a dream is a wish you make with your heart. Difficult yet not impossible. Nevertheless is all BULL! Crap i need the little voice in my head where has it gone too.
This is bullshit!

i made clear [ 9:01 AM ]

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Monday, August 14, 2006

Should i be crying?
Cause i feel like doing just that.
Sigh

I'm in sucha mess i swear i have phycological problems. i can't eat, can't sleep. I barely slept for the past 4 days Help! sigh the night before i slept at 5 and woke up at 8. Last Night i slept at 4 and woke up at 7. What in the world is wrong with me? I can barely eat a quarter of my meals. I've ran out of excuses to tell my mum. I myself want to know why i'm having sucha a disorder. Right now i just want to kick back and drown myself in Hong Kong dramas. I need to let it out so hence sorry blog have to do it on you. I need to go to a psyhcologist for help serious. Maybe i'm going to find a new doctor for help. Sigh this sucks. Get well soon els.!

i made clear [ 1:41 AM ]

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

A dream is a wish you make with your heart..
And yesterday night i dreamt of you honey...
Wonder when i can see you again..
i miss you..
i really do..
sigh..

Newsflash this just in, I MISS YOU..

i made clear [ 11:19 PM ]

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

sigh this is all bull!
Should i cry?
Should i smile?
Mixed emotions..
Killing me...

Well anyway i'm excited abt school next year. Laptop! Guess i should stop spending and start saving wanna get a good one. yay sch rocks. Financial planner thats what i wanna be ok alot of ppl will think that its inpossible for me but i can do it. i know i can.

Aight shut off, buns to bed.

i made clear [ 8:46 AM ]

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Goodness Zoo was a killer think it became bigger. My legs hurt walking round it, but saw many cute but stinky animals i love the otters and the snakes and the hissing cockaroaches lol they all got freaked out. i've got pictures i swear but i've got to find a way to upload this shit into the com so many tomorrow guys. Just got home, oh oh the Crocs were huge since i went there like when i was a kid. Oli i will never forget your fear for snakes so is KY and darling. I swear i looked like a mother looking after kids, brought 2 bottles of water and many snacks. Amazing how the water all went away so quickly but i must say it was rather scorching today though it threatened to rain when we first arrive. Ben & Jerry's a rip off guys seriously. Never eat their ice cream its so waste of money goodness. I figured by the time we reached the monkey's we were all shacked and we saw pretty weird stuff i must say. And pasta mania never tasted so good before, think it was the hunger that brought out the beast in all of us lol. We ate pizza and pasta gosh it was filling and i've come to a conclusion that pasta's Pizza are damn anyhow made. The han and mushroom weren't even like fully cooked or what la cheat my money. Well anyway no more pasta mania for me enough already. Next time its back to normal food for me, felt the yuck in it after i finished the meal. And my stupid sister decided to stay out for the night again dammit. Actually dont come home better, then i can have the tv and com to myself and no one will disturb me. Wonder if mum would buy for me the hong kong show? I love the show to bits la its like damn good. Mum i want it buy for me i dont care! Leg pain help dear, i desperately need an isqueeze badly foot hurts. Ok i'm like bored cause dear's like studying and i gotta wait for her to call. Hurry dearest i miss you, sigh nvm gonna snooze now.

i made clear [ 8:10 AM ]

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

How was your day everyone? I had fun at east coast esp. Miss you dearest. And might i say steph was bring a nut head at east coast talking rubbish and all right dearest. Pasta mania was yuck haha no la the rest enjoyed it. This is boring my stomach hurts. I want to watch my show on channel 55 argh no one is letting me watch i'm angry now! Oh well i miss you dear and i hope that you will hurry finish your work so you will sleep well now. sigh. Movies tomorrow yay! Damn my stomact hurts think i got gastric. okok Zoo on sat too. alright too much action already. I think clique dearest we should start planning for shoots and steph's birthday so we'll know how to sabo them lol. okok i better not talk too much. nappy time

i made clear [ 9:20 AM ]

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